WhO i WiLl Be!

My Major goals are to first graduate from sixth form then i will further my education in the U.S, my main goal is to become a scientist of technology although my major studies in Belize isn't that of technology i have decided to branch off and focus on technology. I have always dreamed of being a scientist who creates new stuffs to better the everyday activity of humans, i am going to invent jackets that adopt to the environment the person using it is in: example a person from Belize visiting Alaska would not adopt his/herself to that climate but with the aid of this jacket that person will be able to with stand those temperatures easily bringing that persons body temperature to normal. One of my other goals is to invent a car that flies a car that will be "living or alive in so to speak" this car will be able to fly in the middle of a traffic jam or it can be used when a person is often missing or reaching late for his flight what is much cooler than to have a personal car that can fly and float on water with chocolate as its fuel or vegetable oil which byproduct is harmless to the earth. The only way i can accomplish my dreams is in the U.S. This also brings about one main obstacle, finance! i can definitely overcome this huge obstacle by uniting with others people who share the same dream. My dream would change the world less traffic jam since cars will start fling and others running on land it would definitely reduce time used or last in traffic jams, people will spend less time on air since curves, bridges, narrow roads, speed bumps will all not be necessary to pass through. Their is only one person that can make my dreams a reality and he is God he decides for me!

THE NIGHT I WAS KILLED
“ inspired by my uncle who died in a similar incident”
By Elloyd Gilharry



I was about the age of twenty-five when I died,
it was the saddest day; I saw my mother cried.
The night was as silent as a church mouse,
I was drunker than the rum itself; I couldn't even see.
I was walking toward home when I heard foot steps behind me.

I walked faster,
it turned out to be a disaster.
I heard a “bling” the sound of a sharp machete cross my ears,
the only thing I saw after was my hand on the ground followed by tears.
At first I taught I was dreaming; I was in a nightmare
but realized it was reality and got scared.

There behind me was a tall man dressed in black,
I saw nothing else after that knock.
A bright light came down from heaven and a voice calling,
I taught it was the end of the world; the sky was falling.
I saw some guards by a gate in full white with wings and halo on their head,
then and there I realized I was dead.

A man was sitting next to the gate and said to me” you are not coming to heaven your are going to hell,
cause when you were alive on earth all you did was to rebel!”
Good bye my friend!
Its too late now,this is your end.

Who i am!

I am a person who is very friendly, I can make friends easily. I like to play football, softball, basketball, volleyball, go swimming, take a cruise in town especially on Saturday nights. I am very Athletic i can handle any kind of activity that involves me burning energy! I dislike when people under estimate me cause i know that i am good at every thing and no matter what they say or want to do doesn't really affect me for long. I also dislike seeing others getting injured, especially those that can't defend themselves cause they are either too small or can't fight and are being bullied. My hobbies are just girls i spend my weekend especially dedicated to them. All my likes are basically my hobbies. I give God thanks for making me unique he gave me a bit of every talent that exist but the one he gave me more of is to write poems expressing my self deeply! One of the things that counter acts me is that i fall in love too easily this some times cause me pain cause some times you fall in love with the wrong person and they just end up hurting my feelings, i believe in love at first sight if you are lucky to fall inlove with the right girl. I love reggae and romantic songs cause they bring out my emotions allowing me to express myself with girls easily. I always try to hide some of my depressing moments cause i want to show people that i am a tough guy never want to show them my weakness cause i am afraid they hurt me through it( fall in love). My strengths are that i always have the last word in every thing i say example when i want to go out i just tell my mother i am going out and she doesn't even tries to stop me, all she says is keep away from trouble, and that i always do unless trouble comes to me cause i never back off from trouble. My brother and sisters get mad at me cause they want to do the same but my mom stops them. My biggest strength is that i am physically strong despite of my body weight. i am also mentally strong I guess that God just blessed me with that cause i don't even study at times and still end up passing my courses. I use my physical and mental strength to help others who are in great need, physically through fights and mentally through helping others with their school work. i Can surely improve my weakness by not falling in love d too much or simply not expressing emotional taughts too much! I am presently in loved with two girls, one from sugar city and the other from Corozal. i have no job at this point i do but i do intend to get one! I am also attending the Corozal Junior College and i am working towards GRADUATION!

My Values!

1. A right to an education
2. a right for Freedom
3. a right to for Friendship
4. a right to have Fun
5. a right for Justice
6. a right for Fairness
7. a right to have Privacy
8. a right for Safety
9. A right to vote
10. A right to speak
11. a right to work
12. a right to explore
13. A right for adventure
14. a right for equality
15. A right to redeem
16. a right to judge others
17. A right to convince others
18. a right to be Results-Oriented
19. A right to live
20. a right to love

WHO I WAS! Section 1

My father is a tall coolie man and of average body weight, My mother is of mestizo descent. From about the age of five i was taken to Salem, Oregon were i used to live for some couple of months, i am not a born American but love the American's life style. I was attending St. Paul's Anglican school and from the age of five, yah i had to do back a year in infant 1 cause of too much traveling. from about the age of six i realized that school was important and i didn't even had to study and was still number 1 in the class. was usually coming in first in all my classes until standard two hen i fell down way to second place, i felt bad about my self cause i always wanted to be the best and was proud of my past achievements so went back up to first place all the way to standard six. i got the highest in P.S.E within the school and ended up being the valedictorian for graduation. my parents were all proud of me as i was for my self! When i was about the age of nine i was afraid of chucky a evil little doll that kills people, i could see any of his movies cause i wouldn't be able to sleep alone.My happiest moment was when i was about the age of five i was loved by every one, given every thing i wanted and needed. My saddest moment was around the age of nine when my father left, i used to like being with him every were he went i was there with him that's why i used to travel that much.The scariest moment of my life was when i almost drown, i went to the beach for a swim with some of my cousins they were swimming towards dept and i wanted to follow and couldn't swim one of my cousins was with me but he neither couldn't swim i was drowning him and he was drowning me until we finally arrived at shore. My most embarrassing moment was when i copied a school work cause i forgot to do it and it was to be collected and graded sadly the teacher found out and posted the paper in front of the class board for every one to see. My life changing moment was when i first entered high school i changed from being quiet and dedicated to less quiet and more dedicated since i wanted to accomplish my goals i discovered some physical changes and became more mature dealing with issues more seriously that was the time i got my first kiss. My mother was my rock my shoulder she was there and is still here with me she is the one who influenced me to succeed in life to get an education and become some one important in life, she advised me to always do my best in what ever i do! My role model is my father i had always wanted to accomplish many thing he had accomplish thats the main reason i came to c.c.c cause he graduated from that institution as well.

Questions for precious

Questions for the movie Precious

1. What were the factors that contributed to Precious having low self-esteem? Mental abuse, Physical Abuse, Sexual Abuse

2. What signs of low self-esteem did Precious display?that she dough ted her self she always imagined her self as a different person one that was better than her, her mother also made her feel down telling her that it didn't made sense for her to go to school since she can't read nor write

3.What defense mechanisms did Precious use to avoid dealing with pain? Give examples.

she imagined herself as a better person, the fashion girl!

4. What neurotic needs did Precious over-use or display? Give examples.neurotic need for affection and approval, designed to be liked, she was sensitive to rejection, she used to imagined herself with some guys admiring her eg. the guy on the cycle.

5. What helped Precious increase her self-esteem?the teacher that thought precious to read and write helped her to increases her self esteem.

6.What signs of higher/increasing self-esteem did Precious display?She went back to school to learn to read and write cause here mother always told her negative things.

7. What did you learn from the movie?violence can start every way even in places were we don't expect it to happen, home!

8. Would you recommend the movie to others? Why or why not? definitely because the move has lots of meaning it shows not only the factors that made precious have a low self esteem but also cause many Belizeans may be facing these same problems and we never know it cause many don't show it .

Journal #2 Personality test

Personality test

The "Big Five" factors of personality are five broad domains or dimensions of personality which have been scientifically discovered to define human personality. First documented by J M Dig man in 1990 in his five factor model of personality and later at the highest level of organization (Goldberg, 1993). The big five personality quiz showed moderately high on extra version my score indicated that I have more extraverted traits than introverted traits. Extraverts are typically very sociable, expressive, and dominant. My score on agreeableness was moderately high as well. We who are high on agreeableness are often described as warm, friendly, kind, polite and helpful. The conscientiousness quiz was high, dimensions of this personality encompasses qualities such as planning, perseverance, responsibility, and cautiousness. My score for Emotionality was average often described as calm, poised and composed. My score on Intellect/openness was moderately high we are often described as imaginative, intellectual, perceptive and witty.
We all have one, a personality, that is. There’s no way around it, and very often the way we would describe that personality is very different than the way other friends, family members, or associates would describe it. My results for this test in Melancholy showed a strength:5 weakness:5 25%, Phlegmatic strength:4 weakness:3 18%, Sanguine strength:4 weakness:1 13%, Choleric strength:7 weakness:11 45%.
The Riso-Hudson Enneagram Type Indicator (RHETI) is a scientifically validated forced-choice personality test with 144 paired statements. It provides a much higher level of accuracy than the free sample test and much more detailed personality profiles. The test took about 40 minutes to be completed. My top tree scores were type 2, 3, and 8 which are: type two, The helper the caring interpersonal type. Twos are empathetic, sincere and warm hearted. We are the friendly, generous, and self-sacrificing, but can also be the sentimental ones. Type tree, The Achiever. The adaptable, success-oriented type. We are the self-assured, attractive, and charming. We can also be status-conscious and highly driven for advancement. Type eight, The challenger. The powerful, aggressive type. We eights are self-confident, strong, and assertive. We use our strength to improve others' lives, becoming heroic, magnanimous, and inspiring.

These test has actually made me realize who I really am and what I can do not to only help my self but others. I felt that my life was turned upside down not knowing who I was I just lived my life the way it came. I had always taught that some thing was being missed out of my life and now with the results of these test ive found out that I am risk taking, expressive I' m happy for the best part I will use these talents at their best and for my best!